When everything's falling apart in my side of the world, she will always be there for me. She will try to place all the crashed pieces into its original place. A lot have been going on. Some people are just not what I expected them to be.
When people ask me what's number one in your top 5 chart that you have in your heart. I'll definitely answer : My mother. If someone asks me ; "Who's your idol?" I'll automatically answer "my mother".
To be honest, I've been away from home sweet home for a couple of months now. I've never felt this long, being far from my family. I know I sound like a spoilt brat. But there are obstacles that I couldn't go through to make me reach my home, with my family.

Next thing is, I don't think I will be able to go back to JB for Eid Adha. It's heartbreaking, kan? I'll be able to go back on trimester break which is end of December. I know November's going to end soon. And the reason I can't go back for Eid Adha is because from the Eid Adha's date, I am left with approximately 14 days for my supplementary exam.
The paper is very very important, well for me it is. Call me nerdy, call me whatever you want. But the paper is super duper important to me okay! Hehehe!

And my sister's going to sit for her SPM paper next week. I can still remember the night before SPM, I was so excited. I can't wait for SPM to end. Well, she's having the excitement right now, I guess. I know she can do it. She's a smart ass. She didn't study much but she managed to score good results. Well, now I can really admit Irna Fadzila is my sister. Pffftttt Nina!
:'( I miss them like so so much.I'm trying hard here to proof my mother that one of her children is striving hard to be the best in the family. I wanna proof to her that I will be the best at the World's eyes, eventhough there are too many hypocrites and envious people around here.
So yes people, please appreciate your parents, your family, your siblings, the people around you or everyone. The moment you knew that one of them is gone, that's when you'll have the greatest regret of not appreciating them in your life.
Weh I am not THAT dark after going to Sunway Lagoon, okay. Blame the camera!Ta!